At that point, I was struck with a thought. Why do we care what other people have done and will continue to do? We are called to be followers of Christ! He is supposed to be constantly increasing in us as we are decreasing (John 3:30), decreasing to the point where there is no more of "ME" left and it is all CHRIST. And what happens then? Then we can quote Paul, saying "I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me! And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me" (Gal. 2:20). So, if Christ is our perfection and our life goal is to have him live within us and all our actions are to be HIS actions, then technically we are called to live a sinless life. Does that always happen? Of course not! Does that mean we should give up our goal? Of course not!! People, we will always make mistakes - that's how we learn. Do we just give up after every mistake and say that we will never try again? I think not...
One verse that has especially helped me to keep on going in the past months is Romans 8:28. In my younger days I used to think it meant that a Christian's life was full of miracles and blessings and that everything was always sunshine and rainbows, until I realized that most Christians deal with almost the complete opposite of that, and then I realized that I wasn't even really a Christian (but that's a different story). My point is, even when it seems like your world is turning upside down and you can't defeat the sin that lives within you and you spend every night crying into your pillow... even then Christ is working in your life and letting you grow into a spiritual warrior that will one day join Him in defeating the enemy one. last. time. And now I'm crying because that image is just so beautiful that I'm willing to spend my entire life fighting my own flesh and getting hated on by the world so that the Christ of Colossians 1 can become the Christ that lives in me, and wins. That is how all things for together for good. Nevertheless, not my will but Yours, Lord, be done...
"God has a very great purpose for His people by their eternal calling and by their wonderful redemption. A very great purpose... so much greater than the majority of Christians have realized. I do not think I am saying a false thing when I say that perhaps the larger number of Christians have got little further than to know that they are saved, and to be very glad that they are saved, to rejoice in being saved. Comparatively few are really in the good of God’s great, great purpose from eternity, “called according to His purpose” (Rom. 8:28). It is not for us now to say what that purpose is, to explain it. It is sufficient to state the fact. We are called with a very great purpose, not just even to get out of Egypt and the clutches of the devil, but with an object, a tremendous object, nothing less than the infinite fullness of God’s Son, Jesus Christ, and an eternal vocation. It is a great thing to which we are called in Christ, but how many Christians are really in it, and if they know they are in it, are tasting of the meaning of it: that this Life is an inexhaustible Life, that there are new vistas all the time?
"I am not exaggerating. The heavens are opened and we see more and more, and ever more, of what it is to which we are called. It is just wonderful.... You are not meant just to be saved and get to heaven, to know your sins are forgiven and to have a certain number of blessings which come with salvation. But there lies before you and reaches out through eternal ages such a purpose of God concerning us all that “the eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him” (1 Cor. 2:9). ~T. Austin-Sparks - "The Cross and the Way of Life"