Called to Be

Following a calling is not always easy. However, it will feel like the most natural thing you were ever made to do. Today, as I sat on the floor of the code room with other nurses, holding, crying with and praying over the family of a 45 year old husband, father, son, nephew, brother who had just left us all for what I hope is a more joyous place, I realized how much I love what I have been called to do. Yes, nursing is a calling. It's definitely not everyone's cup of tea or career of choice. It's not easy watching people leave their loved ones. It's not easy trying to explain a life-changing diagnosis, or telling someone that they will have to spend Christmas in the hospital. During this season of what is for most people full of joy and peace, I get to see people through what could possibly be the worst day of their life. And yes, that perspective changes things. It gives me a heart filled with compassion and gratitude, and no, I wouldn't trade it for anything. After my first week as an ER nurse, I can honestly say that I believe I have been equipped with all I need to do what I possibly can to change and save lives. I may not see it quite clearly right now, but I can certainly believe it. My life's path mirrors my decision to follow Jesus - once I have made a step, there is no turning back, there is only pressing forward. And thanks be to God, it's not something I have to do alone. Everyone is called to something, and it may not always look as simple or as clear as a lifelong career, but we are all given a chance to live for something bigger than ourselves. May your Christmas be full of grace and gratitude, of love and peace as you ponder on this thought and remember the One who gave it all, called to save the whole world by laying down His own life for us. Shalom.

Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men. 
- Luke 2:14